Sometimes I wish I could just be a little kid again. So when life gets tough I can just play pretend. I want to go back to when Santa did exist. When my daddy was the only boy I've ever kissed. When Disney World was the best place to be. When the only movies you could see were rated G. When my biggest problem was learning to write my name and people didn't change...and my friends were the same. And every time I am sad or I had a bad day, I could just run to mommy and it would all be okay. I wanna go back to no hurt...and no pain...just laughter. When everyone always lives happily ever after.
Saturday, August 13, 2011
Saturday, July 9, 2011
My personal point of view regarding BERSIH
We may have our own perception on Bersih thing. Some might agree of having it and some might not. This is my point of view regarding this matter. I'd like to apologies for the way I look at the issue. You may please not to agree with me, no problem.
The political system - corrupt, need to change no matter where you stand; UMNO PAS DAP KEADILAN, stop with the drama and do your job sincerely.
SPR - we still need them in a way but please, act like a judge. So, be neutral and do not bias to any political party. Whatever thing BERSIH wants SPR to clean up, yeah I think we need it.
But then again, do you really want to go on road just for this? Corruption and SPR? Is that all what you've got to say to the government?
Well, my BERSIH for the government (besides what they had already requested. Well, since the government is looking at this matter than why not point everything out. Bila lagi ye tak?) :
- Tax those rich people who have extra cash or earn million dollar per month. Not us who needs to struggle to earn RM1.
- Can the government please increase the minimum salary? Increase our pay check please! WTF are you talking about RM1000 per month when everything in Malaysia is expensive. Tell me if you survive with RM1k every month. Pay your telephone bills, pay your car loan, pay your rental, your children fees, petrol, groceries, pays the medical bills. Do you actually survive with RM1k every month. Or maybe the Datuk2 can try earn 1k per month and try to survive with it, no credit card allowed!
- Education system : something really need to be fix here.. All I can see students now are busy 'coupling'. So tell me that school do teach you to couple? Or maybe, you have a specific subject on 'who get the most hot guy in school'. And please, what's the point of University graduate getting CGPA 4.00 when they can't do work. They are afraid to try and explore new things. So much of exam oriented and not on going assessment. Well, aren't that the major differences between IPTA and IPTS besides their fees.
- Stop bringing in the Indon, Bangla and bla bla bla to our country when WE graduates find it difficult to get job in our own country. And dear graduates, even if it takes you to be right at the bottom to be at the top in the future, why demand? You wouldn't be great if you don't learn to do the small things. Do you really want to be proud of KLCC when the buruh is not Malaysian?
- Media : Your job is to inform people on what's happening in this world. Why must our media being controlled by the government? Talking about democracy, why not give a chance to Malaysians to express their thought in the newspaper. And dear reporters, be aggressive to ask questions even if it would risk yourself. Your main purpose is to inform others about the truth, untuk menyebarkan berita kepada orang. Do hold to the term 'NEWS VALUE'. I personally hold that to myself - to inform, news value..
Oh wait, Malaysia is 'demokrasi berparlimen'. Could someone please tell me if it stated that Malaysians could not voice out or express thier thought to the government. Cause then, democracy would not be a suitable word for Malaysia.
So what else? I'm not into politics but as someone who see and think, i guess there's many more need to be done. Many more need to diBERSIHkan. Malaysia is corrupted and if you really want BERSIH, clean all this shit, clean it all. A to Z. Not just the political issues and SPR.
Again, this is my own point of view regarding this matter. And my dear police, why are you doing all the roadblocks all over KL? Tell me where the 'suara rakyat' stands when government are too scared with BERSIH. They just want to point out something for you government to look at.
Sorry, I'm just an ordinary and not so brilliant person who feels she need to say something when people come to her and ask 'So journalism student, what do you have to say about BERSIH?'.
p/s : If you think it's worth to be on the road fighting for our right, then do it. Our means from poor to the rich people in Malaysia. May God bless you, government, Malaysians and the world.
The political system - corrupt, need to change no matter where you stand; UMNO PAS DAP KEADILAN, stop with the drama and do your job sincerely.
SPR - we still need them in a way but please, act like a judge. So, be neutral and do not bias to any political party. Whatever thing BERSIH wants SPR to clean up, yeah I think we need it.
But then again, do you really want to go on road just for this? Corruption and SPR? Is that all what you've got to say to the government?
Well, my BERSIH for the government (besides what they had already requested. Well, since the government is looking at this matter than why not point everything out. Bila lagi ye tak?) :
- Tax those rich people who have extra cash or earn million dollar per month. Not us who needs to struggle to earn RM1.
- Can the government please increase the minimum salary? Increase our pay check please! WTF are you talking about RM1000 per month when everything in Malaysia is expensive. Tell me if you survive with RM1k every month. Pay your telephone bills, pay your car loan, pay your rental, your children fees, petrol, groceries, pays the medical bills. Do you actually survive with RM1k every month. Or maybe the Datuk2 can try earn 1k per month and try to survive with it, no credit card allowed!
- Education system : something really need to be fix here.. All I can see students now are busy 'coupling'. So tell me that school do teach you to couple? Or maybe, you have a specific subject on 'who get the most hot guy in school'. And please, what's the point of University graduate getting CGPA 4.00 when they can't do work. They are afraid to try and explore new things. So much of exam oriented and not on going assessment. Well, aren't that the major differences between IPTA and IPTS besides their fees.
- Stop bringing in the Indon, Bangla and bla bla bla to our country when WE graduates find it difficult to get job in our own country. And dear graduates, even if it takes you to be right at the bottom to be at the top in the future, why demand? You wouldn't be great if you don't learn to do the small things. Do you really want to be proud of KLCC when the buruh is not Malaysian?
- Media : Your job is to inform people on what's happening in this world. Why must our media being controlled by the government? Talking about democracy, why not give a chance to Malaysians to express their thought in the newspaper. And dear reporters, be aggressive to ask questions even if it would risk yourself. Your main purpose is to inform others about the truth, untuk menyebarkan berita kepada orang. Do hold to the term 'NEWS VALUE'. I personally hold that to myself - to inform, news value..
Oh wait, Malaysia is 'demokrasi berparlimen'. Could someone please tell me if it stated that Malaysians could not voice out or express thier thought to the government. Cause then, democracy would not be a suitable word for Malaysia.
So what else? I'm not into politics but as someone who see and think, i guess there's many more need to be done. Many more need to diBERSIHkan. Malaysia is corrupted and if you really want BERSIH, clean all this shit, clean it all. A to Z. Not just the political issues and SPR.
Again, this is my own point of view regarding this matter. And my dear police, why are you doing all the roadblocks all over KL? Tell me where the 'suara rakyat' stands when government are too scared with BERSIH. They just want to point out something for you government to look at.
Sorry, I'm just an ordinary and not so brilliant person who feels she need to say something when people come to her and ask 'So journalism student, what do you have to say about BERSIH?'.
p/s : If you think it's worth to be on the road fighting for our right, then do it. Our means from poor to the rich people in Malaysia. May God bless you, government, Malaysians and the world.
Tuesday, June 21, 2011
Setahun sudah...
Busy! All I can say is I am one busy young lady. Saya semakin busy dengan student life and career. Well, mengajar kat Kumon pun boleh dianggap sebagai satu kerjaya kan? Mungkin itu bukan kerjaya yang akan saya lakukan seumur hidup. Tidak! Semestinya tidak. Tetapi saya perlukan sesuatu untuk memastikan resume saya berisi dan tidak kosong pada umur 25tahun kan?
Well, paling cepat saya akan habis study pada umur 25tahun. InsyaAllah.. Tapi pada masa yang sama kawan-kawan lain sudah mempunyai at least mempunyai 2-3tahun pengalaman kerja. Takkan saya nak berada di tapak 0. That is so not me. So then, I decide to...... WORK.
Makanya, saya pun mencari-carilah kerja yang sesuai dan mampu dilakukan. First, look at something yang berkaitan dengan apa yang saya belajar. Nah, semuanya memerlukan DEGREE. So I look at my second option. Apakah?? I have no idea.
Dan secara tiba-tibanya, teringat my aunty pernah cakap I taknak jadi cikgu ke? Or study literature? Haha! And Oh My Gosh! I did search untuk apply jadi cikgu. And I found one job. I have no idea pasal kerja tu. So I dapat call from that place, went to the interview and Wuhooo! So I di offer untuk mengajar English or maths. Maybe sebab kedua-dua subject ni I dapat A1 kot time SPM dulu. Alhamdulillah.
So, I pilih untuk jadi cikgu Maths! YES!! Maths!! I teach Maths!! Reason? After 5years tak mengira, I need something untuk mengactivekan dan menajamkan balik otak yang semakin berkarat ni. Oh yes, I have to admit that it was hard masa tu.
Paling tak mampu I lupa, first kid I mengajar, Humaira. Ya Allah, comel! First think that come to my mind masa tu, YaAllah sejuknya hati parents ni bila penat balik kerja. They are just so adorable. Antara pengalaman lain pula, Aqil! We have 2 Aqil in the house.
First, I called him Aqil pandai. Dia memang pandai. Second, Aqil nangis. Suka ajar Aqil pandai sebab dia pandai, comel and sweet. Dia bercakap ngan I macam orang dewasa. Siap main I YOU I YOU lagi. Aww comel! Then we have Aqil nangis. Hambekk! Masuk gelak-gelak. Pandang muka teacher je terus nangis. Serious!! I tak tipu. And nak dapatkan dia buat kerja punyalah susah. But now, Alhamdulillah. Aqil nangis dah tak nangis. Yang jadi mangsa kena mengajar dia siapa lagi… ME!
Then siapa lagi? Ouh, I sepatutnya ajar lower level. Tapi mungkin sebab mampu menggerakkan otak dengan pantas, jadi dorang yang kat higher level pun suka dating kat I. Salah sorangnya this Chinese girl. She’s sweet. Suka Tanya I soalan contohnya pasal 7x+3=14. Find the value of x. Lol! Serious! But I enjoy menyelesaikan that problem. Mencabar. Salah satunya, I pernah tak Berjaya jawab one of her question. Penat carik kat mana silap. Sekali dapat, ambikk! Terus menjerit. Hahahaa.. Well, itulah enjoyment of doing MATHS!
Sorang lagi pulak, Indian boy. Haha.. Ni lagi comel. Dia punya bercakap dok la pokpekpokpek.. Penat melayan. Masalahnya bukan taknak layan. Tapi bila dorang mengambil masa yang terlampau lama kat situ, yang jadi mangsa marahnya siapa lagi kan? But I tak kesah. Kadang-kadang je pissed off sikit.
Selain tu, I pun ada ajar budak from Jepun, French kids, and also special kids! Yesss!! Kanak-kanak istimewa. Mencabar. Tapi walauapapun, Alhamdulillah. Today... Setahun sudah bekerja di Kumon. I do love my students very much.
Masalahnya, next semester? Dapat ke nak kerja lagi kat sini? Walaupun keputusan exam tidak begitu baik last semester, tapi I semakin nak tengok budak-budak ni membesar depan mata. Alangkah indahnya… One day, InsyaAllah.
P/s: Walaupun I cuma cikgu tak bertauliah, tapi I sangat terharu sebab dapat semua ni from my student. This is some of the things yang I dapat dari mereka. Percayalah, it might be nothing but it's something special and I appreciate it a lot!
